All-seeing Mezzo-Soprano Laurie Rubin

Lauie Rubin
Lauie Rubin at her home in Honolulu. Copyright 2016

It is far and few between that I get the jitters when I have to photograph someone. Working as a professional photographer for over ten years has given me the kind of confidence of being able to walk into a situation, put all the pieces together and walk out with a wonderful image.  I’ve photographed just about everything imaginable and very little rattles me.

However, I almost lost my nerve when the Wall Street Journal assigned me to photograph renowned Mezzo-soprano Laurie Rubin, for you see, Laurie is blind.

I faced the literal “how do I photograph someone who can’t see?” As my world is a visual performance, I was unsure of how to approach capturing someone who can’t see what I am creating. I was not sure I could pull it off.  But I put my best foot forward and went to tackle a subject to which I feared.

Laurie and her partner live in the middle of Oahu and I had to meet her at their home.  The assignment was part of the paper’s “What’s In My Bag” series and I had to photograph all the items she usually carries around in her purse on a daily basis along with capturing an environment portrait of her.

Laurie greeted me at the front door and if it hadn’t been for her cautious, meticulous moments around the house, I would have never guessed she was visually impaired.  Apparently her eyes give it away but she refuses to wear dark glasses, as she’s comfortable with herself, unlike me who has never spent much time with anyone with an disability.

We chatted politely and she was very accommodating helping me sort through her house in helping me prepare for the photos.  I set up a small studio atop their modern designed furniture in the living room and began to shoot the items that she carried in her purse. She kept this rather large, red bag (unsightly, at best) that held everything from her MacBook, wire cutters for her jewelry making, a wallet, and a book she kept for inspiration.  She also had a compact and lipstick and Laurie told me how she taught herself how to put on makeup.

After shooting the still life images, I then went to set up for the portrait and moved my Profoto light bank around and used a bookshelf as the background.  Laurie, who had no insecurities about having her picture taken, was very agreeable and took instruction well on how to pose.  I became very mindful of my visual vocabulary as I worried about using terms like “look this way,” or “look towards the cameras,” but my sensitivity seemed to do little good, as Laurie was comfortable with herself and what we were doing.  Laurie did say she could sense bright light and I would direct her by asking her to point her nose at my light which she did.

After another setup on the couch, I took her outside to the backyard and set her up against a brick wall with a tree right behind her. As we slipped out the door, Laurie gently placed her hand out for me to guide her and we stepped through the overgrown grass in her quaint backyard.

As far as how our portrait session went, Laurie was a wonderful subject who was keenly aware of who she was and was perceptive of how she “looked.”  We made some stellar images and was very proud to have had her in front of my camera.  I couldn’t help but to feel slightly empty as I left as I couldn’t show her my pictures.  Like a chef who cannot taste he creation, I could not enjoy a moment with her relishing over our pictures.  I’ve never felt photography was a one way street as it takes two to make an image.  Laurie was the most important ingredient in the image and it pained me that I couldn’t have her take a bite.

But as she is a tremendous creative who uses a different tool than the one I have grown accustom to using, Laurie understood, whether she could see it or not, that we made something wonderful.  Regardless of my fear of something different, I was very proud to have photographed Laurie as she helped me understand a bit more about art and about a disability.

But she also taught me that not all that is beautiful can be seen.

 

 

A Shiny and Happy Time

A Shiny and Happy Time

This past New Year’s Eve, I had the incredible opportunity to photograph R.E.M.’s legendary guitarist Peter Buck for the Wall Street Journal at his beachfront home in Kauai.  The WSJ needed a last minute portrait of the musician to illustrate their story about him that was slated to publish in early January.  Peter was scheduled to be out of the country during the upcoming weeks so this was the only time that I had to capture him before he left.

R.E.M. was on my music rotation as a high school kid in the 1980s.  I had their earlier albums and thought I was a postmodern hipster who listened to the classics and not the bland top 40 hits.  “Radio Free Europe,” “Fall on Me” and many of their other early 80’s hits were duly scratched up on their respective vinyl.  I never really cared for folk rock at the time but tolerated Michael Stipe’s whine and loved their distinct sound.  It wasn’t until their 1991 release of their Out of Time album that they skyrocketed to MTV fame and constant radio play.

I was already in college when that album was released.  We’d mimic Stipe’s quirky dancing and sang along poorly, mostly due to the copious amounts of cheap beer, toLosing my Religion” and the other hits on the album.  Kate Pierson harmonics dominated “Shiny Happy People” but it was Peter Buck’s melodic mandolin that sold LMR to the masses.  His 16th century sound just entranced us listeners and the lyrics, along with the video, made for a Rembrandt visual along with a poetic moment.

So on the days leading up to the assignment, I told some of my friends about my job but tried not to gush too much about my excitement of photographing Peter.  It is never good to get too star struck before a job.

After landing in Kauai, I worried Peter would be slightly aloof and irritable as it was New Years Eve but we had no other choice.  I had scheduled only a few hours for the job, including my travel time, to ensure I wouldn’t encroach on his personal time.  And as I drove into his neighborhood on the north side of Kauai, I became slightly lost in the rural beach community.  In an earlier email Peter sent me, he stated his property might be hard to find.  So with a little embarrassment, I called him stating my predicament and asked for directions.  And as I did a U-turn and slowly drove down the nearly deserted sandy beach road, there stood Peter Buck on his cell phone, wearing dark glasses and waving at me.

He warmly invited me into his home and we small talked as I prepared my cameras and lighting gear.  He had that cool rock vibe, and definitely no attitude.   He wore artist black and seemed out of place on Kauai where bright aloha shirts and board shorts are the norm but he stayed true to his rock star status.  At first he appeared slightly apprehensive, as we had never worked together. But after chatting for a few minutes about my work, I could see that he developed a trust that I would get it right.

I quickly photographed him on the beach, near some mangroves down near his house, and in his garden.  We also had time for a few shots of him and his lovely wife. The photo I loved most was taken on the beach where he stood with his ankles crossed. It reminded me of those music videos  or live concerts where he played and stood in a similar pose.   The picture turned into one of those memories from a time long passed that returns to the present.

Our last shot turned out to be the best.  The tropical foliage swirled around him in this beautiful  bokeh and he exuded this confidence that he developed spending nearly a life time on stage in front of thousands.   The WSJ chose that shot to illustrate the story.

Hawaii

During our shoot, Peter and I chatted about all sorts of things including the capriciousness of our businesses and how he’d have a tough time now recommending music as a full time career.  Digital has made the tough business of music tougher.  Photography isn’t any different.  It is tough to be a Peter Buck these days, and in some ways, it can be tough to be me.  He told me about his huge collection of African and gospel music on vinyl, talked about spending time living om Kauai, and eating Mexican food at Monico’s Taqueria in Kapa’a just down the road.  Peter did tell me it was nice to spend time on Kauai where people rarely recognized him.

Peter and his wife were really nice to be around. I never figured I’d have alone time with someone whose CD’s and albums were scratched to hell from being played, stolen, and lost behind the bookshelf.  I can’t say he meant as much to me as being around someone like The Edge or John Taylor but he’s definitely up there as rock stars go.  His signature guitar style defined R.E.M. through the 80’s and 90’s.  His legacy will last for a really long time.  I sadly didn’t have any R.E.M. paraphernalia for him to sign but it didn’t matter, as my photographs became my proof of his existence.  Our selfie didn’t hurt either.  On a funny note, I can’t remember if I had ever seen R.E.M. live.  I bothered my pal Diego about this and he claims I must have seen them in either Austin or San Antonio.  I really can’t remember but if he says so…then it must be true.

As I left his house and headed back to Lihue, I felt relieved our job went well.  There’s lots of pressure to produce a great portrait and without a budget for an assistant, its all up to me to make it happen.  I felt I had accomplished my goal in that short window of time but wouldn’t know till I edited the job.

I did leave some time for a quick bite at Monico’s on the way back to the airport but they were closed for the holiday!  They have some of the best Mexican food in Hawaii and I just could not understand why a restaurant with insanely good margaritas would be closed on New Years Eve.  Hence, I had no celebratory limey cocktail  to enjoy my elation of photographing a rock star.  As I sadly drove back to the airport on an empty stomach, the radio blasted ‘It’s The End Of The World As We Know It (And I Feel Fine.)”  I took it as an omen and I texted Peter of my bad luck with Monico’s but of my rapture in hearing their classic song.  But T Mobile sucks in many parts of Kauai and I had no signal.  Yet it didn’t matter.  The R.E.M. song reaffirmed my success and I once again sang along, poorly but without booze, to their song as I soared back to LIH.

 

 

A slice of paradise.

A slice of paradise.

Hawaii is a wonderful place to live.  Near perfect weather 365 days a year, beaches, bikinis, mai tais.  Just paradise, as some might say.  But we’re cursed with limited land leading to sky high home prices and a general high cost of living.  Yes, milk does cost $8.00 a gallon and the average cost of a single family home is well over half a million dollars.  And with paradise, everyone wants a slice and people are willing to pay for it.  Developers are trying to cover every inch of Oahu with suburban sprawl and swallow up the air with glass and steel towers.  Currently, developers are planning to build up to seven high rises in the Kakaako area.  The soothing sounds of rolling ocean waves and the rustle of palm trees have been replaced by the beep beep beeps of trucks backing up on the multiple construction sites around town.  The old joke of the state bird being the Hawaiian (construction) crane is again, reality.

Progress can be a helluva thing!  Not many of us want to see Hawaii change drastically but development means new jobs, spending, new homes, tax revenue, investment, and other “positive” changes.  Many old neighborhoods in Honolulu are run down and well-planned development can bring new vitality to the slumping city.  Yet developers only want to build luxury residences for those who can afford it.  High labor and material costs, shipping, land value all force developers to think luxury rather than affordable.  Many companies are lobbying the State and the land holders to rezone no longer used farm land so they can build homes.  Where there was once pineapple and sugarcane, developers want to put miles and miles of cookie cutter homes…many which will be priced too high for the average working family in Hawaii.  The union workers who will be hired to build of these condos and homes won’t be able to afford what they built.  More than 85 percent of planned Ritz-Carlton luxury condo in Waikiki sold during a private weekend sale with prices ranging from $750,000 to $15 million.  Brokers had clients in Tokyo, Shanghai, and Europe.  I would assume very few locals, if any, were able to purchase even the lowest priced units.  The American Dream  for many born in Hawaii will never be realized in their homeland.

As Oahu struggles under the weight of all their construction, the outer islands have their own growth and development issues.  Maui, Kauai, and the Big Island have mega resorts and ultra rich neighborhoods, isolated and vastly expensive.  Some would argue the best of the outer islands has been swallowed by developers, gated and closed off to locals.  Although State laws demands public access rights to any beach front area, many developers simply limited public parking or placed lots far away from any access points.  Many claim the rich have privatized Hawaii’s beauty and indeed many projects have but they’ve also protected pristine areas from further construction as well.    Some local residents have not always been the best stewards of the land.  Tourist and rich land owners don’t often smash green Heineken bottles on the rocks, leave garbage strewn in the parks, nor off-road in 4×4’s all over the beach.  Recently a young boy on Oahu severely burned his hands because someone improperly disposed of hot coals from a BBQ by burying them in the sand.  Malama ka a’nia,” as some would say, isn’t always practiced.

In July, I worked on a job with writer Jim Carlton and the Wall Street Journal on a controversial development project on a ridge overlooking Hanalei Bay on Kauai.  The developer is eBay founder Pierre Omidyar and his investment firm wants to build 30 plus luxury homes on land already zoned for development on the Princeville ridge.  The project would develop the homes which would sit across the river from popular Black Pot Beach.  The community fears the new development would be an eyesore and some feel the rich might demand restrictions at the beach and land fronting the property.  Many just don’t want any more development on their tranquil island paradise.

The ridge, once a Club Med in the late 1970’s, has foundation work built from a prior development plan but the project went bankrupt before any of the units were built.  The ridge now sits undeveloped and overgrown with evasive species covering the area.  Omidyar’s plans to also restore an ancient Hawaiian fish pond along with eradicating many of the evasive species and helping restore and protect the environment.  The fish pond has been ignored and abandoned for decades and its a welcome sign Omidyar’s wants to help the community but the anti-development crowd feel its a band aid for a housing project many do not want.

Pierre

The community on Kauai last fought the Hawaii Superferry, an inter-island ferry which transported people and vehicles.  The protesters feared additional traffic and population on their already taxed communities and wanted to keep Kauai from being further spoiled.  From the outside, it seemed many malahinis, or newcomers, were the most vocal as some local residents welcomed the Superferry as an alternative to the monopoly of the airlines and shipping companies.

Those who support the development see it as needed jobs for the community.  Kauai’s isolation, the State of Hawaii’s strict business regulations, and powerful unions have kept many businesses away.  Construction, service, and other related jobs can help ensure many Kauaians can afford to stay in the area.  Omidyar’s project could employ many for generations.  The State and local community also benefits as tax revenue will help improve the infrastructure and schools.  Everyone could possibly benefit from his development project.  However, the community remains divided as the development of Hanalei Bay will drive already high land prices higher leading to higher property taxes.  Many old time residents have been forced to leave the area due to an ever growing tax burden.

But sadly, a new wave of newcomers, tourist and new residents, are already changing the idyllic nature of Hanalei.  There’s more traffic, more construction, more noise.  Those old time residents are slowly being uprooted by new faces more suited in Laguna Beach.  This new wave of malahinis can afford to pay the higher taxes and cost of living.   Plate lunch joints and cans of Bud are making way for tapa bars, bottles of merlot, and art galleries.  There seems to be more dredlocked trust fund kids surfing the waves at Hanalei Bay than the locals who grew up in the area.

Change is inevitable.  If something is good and it gets out, everyone wants to go there.  Red Hook, Austin, Hanalei.  And I think its human nature to want to shut the door behind you once you get in.  Many pro development people in the area know the jobs will help but feel those against it are the same newcomers who are against anything that might spoil their slice of paradise.  That crowd already secured their views, their properties, their way of live and now want to limit who can now come in.  Ironically, many of those in the anti-development crowd forced change when they first arrived.

But when you experience Hawaii, whether it’s in Kauai or Oahu, you quickly see how wonderful a place the Islands can be.  Everyone knows your name in Hanalei.  People don’t lock their doors.  Neighbors will help neighbors in that small town way.  That’s the allure.  Its an unspoiled paradise where the sunsets are magical every night.  Yet every year I’ve gone to the area, I can’t help but to see more and more tourist, more and more new residents, more and more development.  Everyone wants a slice.

The genie is out of the bottle and the land has gotten away from the locals.

We’d all like to keep all of Hawaii pristine but at what cost?  Hawaii is paradise but its a prison if you can’t afford it.  And its a beautiful prison to many locals who can’t.  Too many malahinis show up with money who can afford it and force the change.   The locals just can’t keep up.  The anti development crowd can continue to fight changes and they might win this battle against Omidyar but there will be many more to come.  It would be a paradise if many could live their lives growing, sharing, trusting, and enjoying a wonderful slice of Hawaii but everything has a price tag.

 

Take Monday Off!

Take Monday Off!

I’m not sure if you can, but according to the Wall St. Journal’s late December travel piece (shot by me of course) you can manage to see Oahu in three days!

See article here.

I’ve often thought travel to Hawaii is tough as we are a long way from “da mainland” so considering flight times, jet lag, Oahu traffic, etc, it seems like a tough path to follow.  However, the story lays out a great argument of what you can see and do on Oahu in a short period of time.

I had a helluva time shooting the job all considering it rained during the entire commissioned time to work. I had to dodge rain, clouds, and gloomy seas but I was able to produce wonderful telling images of Oahu.

The WSJ article produced a really nice video with all my images which can be seen on their website here… Take Monday Off

Of the wonderful Oahu spots, Iolani Palace is one of those places that lots of tourist seem to visit from the outside but hardly go in.  The interior shows the elegant side of Hawaii’s Royal Family with 18th-19th century imported indulgences giving the Royals that touch of European royal class.

Waimea Bay without waves can be boring as most tourist expect big waves and surfers but when the water is flat, its like swimming in a big lake.  Brilliant place to spend the afternoon and see the sunset…if you can park!

And of course the not well visited Doris Duke’s Islamic shrine, Shangri-La.  Duke, the trust funded daughter of a super rich tobacco tycoon, used her wealth to import only the best art, furniture, and artifacts from all over the Islamic World.  The home is now a museum with limited access.  The ocean side estate is a Pacific mecca of Islamic art and architect bringing scholars from around the world to study and conserve the many artifacts and pieces on the estate .  Although some may see controversy as Duke purchased priceless art and pieces throughout the Middle East, including having an entire room (floor to ceiling) imported from Turkey, she helped preserved parts of Islamic culture that might have been lost dude to neglect or theft, or sadly zealots.  Imperialism aside, Shangri-La is fantastic and well worth the time to visit the home.